Wednesday, November 25, 2009

SMalL GiFt

I had a small gift from "you"; a cactus..I don't really know what is that suppose to mean..But it is from "you"(I appreciate)..

I was taking good care of it..I even wanted to water it every single day..I know it ridiculous..Cactus can't survive with much water..I was waiting for it to grow (where can grow till big big lo?)..Patiently,it was under my supervision..

I placed it on my study table..So that I could see it every time (how to put it beside my bed lo?No place for it..)..Sometimes I even will stare at it till I woke up the next morning..Felt like "you" are just right beside me..Felt so nice and warm..

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Sadly,"you" have changed..

Our relationship ended..

"We shouldn't start from the beginning," "you" said..

I was so mad at "you"..Mad of myself..

Ignored your calls and SMS-es..

"It is just an eyesore to keep all your gifts,"said it deep inside my heart..But I was reluctant to do so..Because I knew I still love "you"..But,"you" had changed..

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Today,24th November 2009,the cactus has died(I think)..I am not sure what is the word to describe it..Its branches wilted and dropped of from the main stem..Without feeling sad and depressed,without second thought,I just threw it away..Out from my window (joking la..later people sue me for littering.. XD )..

I have moved on..So are "you"..The Sun still shine..The Earth still rotating..And the clock still ticking..It is pointless for me to be upset and moan about it now..

Move on, dear..Move on..

We are still friend..But it has been quite sometime I didn't hear from "you" already..Hope to receive your SMS and call soon..

I will be waiting..As a FRIEND.. ^^



* RIP *
* Little Cactus *
* ##/##/09 - 24/11/09 *

2 comments:

  1. Change is inevitable. Some changes may be bad, but you know you've tried your best. Cheer up :)

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