SMalL GiFt

I had a small gift from "you"; a cactus..I don't really know what is that suppose to mean..But it is from "you"(I appreciate)..

I was taking good care of it..I even wanted to water it every single day..I know it ridiculous..Cactus can't survive with much water..I was waiting for it to grow (where can grow till big big lo?)..Patiently,it was under my supervision..

I placed it on my study table..So that I could see it every time (how to put it beside my bed lo?No place for it..)..Sometimes I even will stare at it till I woke up the next morning..Felt like "you" are just right beside me..Felt so nice and warm..

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Sadly,"you" have changed..

Our relationship ended..

"We shouldn't start from the beginning," "you" said..

I was so mad at "you"..Mad of myself..

Ignored your calls and SMS-es..

"It is just an eyesore to keep all your gifts,"said it deep inside my heart..But I was reluctant to do so..Because I knew I still love "you"..But,"you" had changed..

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Today,24th November 2009,the cactus has died(I think)..I am not sure what is the word to describe it..Its branches wilted and dropped of from the main stem..Without feeling sad and depressed,without second thought,I just threw it away..Out from my window (joking la..later people sue me for littering.. XD )..

I have moved on..So are "you"..The Sun still shine..The Earth still rotating..And the clock still ticking..It is pointless for me to be upset and moan about it now..

Move on, dear..Move on..

We are still friend..But it has been quite sometime I didn't hear from "you" already..Hope to receive your SMS and call soon..

I will be waiting..As a FRIEND.. ^^



* RIP *
* Little Cactus *
* ##/##/09 - 24/11/09 *

WoNdeRin9

Tired of things going around me..Mostly tired of everything..

Like what people say - "Money comes,money goes"..
I think it applied the same to "FRIENDS"..

Sometimes really don't understand them..We talk..We laugh..Sometimes even criticize each other..I think that is already be the way we communicate..But why do they wanna take things seriously..Hello..Is just trying to be honest..Honesty is the best policy..It ain't good to be honest?Get over it..

"New friends come,old friends go"..Sometimes I even wondering bout this..Some of my old friends already lost contact..Some changed their contact numbers..Some totally don't know what happen to them..Not even in facebook too..Is like they had vanished..Will it be the same after years that my "New friends" will be my "Old friends" and then I will have another bunch of "New friends"?It might just go on and on..And I don't really want it to happen..It sucks..

I really wonder what is it going to be after 10 or 20 years..Will it be the same as now?Can we still hang out like we always do now?Can we still play until midnight till get scolding from parents?Can we still stare at couples together and be jealous(#make fun of it to be precise)?

Hope time will move slower..I don't want to be old..I really want everything to be the same though after decades..

Hope friendship can last forever..^^

ReC0VeR..

10/11/2009 - TUESDAY

So many things happened within this period..haiz..

End year exams over already..ok lo my result..not that bad but not that good as well..can eat good enough already..At first so damn scare will drop class because quite a number kept on studying nia before exams started..Trying to threaten others nia..Their results came out not that good also..But mostly took it lightly nia..Haha..

After exams, L6Bio1 had class party..


love this year class so much!!

^^ Ms Wong came also..Haha..We were celebrating for exams over and also Soo Voon's birthday which is on 1st Nov..We still play water though our ages already....... LOL..


Then we had EB dinner..I don't have much photos of it..This year,we had it at Foo's #####.."Salad" gets thumbs down from most of us..LOL..Sien Son cleared all for us..After that night,Michelle,Junyan and I went to Shu Wei's house at first but no answer..Therefore we tried our luck to look for him at his mom's shop.."He just left,"his mom said..Petrol TOOOOOO much already..We picked him up and drove to Su Kae's house because we didn't have any other place to go..Played poker there till midnight..^^


Mostly after exams play play nia..Didn't touch my book since exams over..Don't really wanna start leh..No mood ah..


"SLEEP!PLAY!EAT!" is my aim till end of this year..Maybe next year need to change to "STUDY!STUDY!STUDY!"..

HAIZ!!!